and there she goes

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

i'm awesome

i've been busy helping my mom out with everything, the tarts, the cakes, the cookies, her stall..and of cos, i have never stop climbing..ah yes, bouldering rocks..

still, i've made the effort to plan trainings for the other girls since there's alot of competitions coming up and they look like they really need to train. so i came up with the trg every mon, weds, fri and made the effort on these days to end work earlier so that i could make myself available for them.

well, now i found out they're not able to commit to the trgs, and rockclimbing itself..its kinda sad when u see urself as the only one making an effort, when ur actually just trying to help, realising that ur the one who will be benefiting the least from it. depressing really..

oh well, i give up. it hurts to be nice really.

talked to jinli abt this and she told me that i need to find oth pple to train with, since shikin will be working alot more these days..but its difficult, really, to find pple to train with u.

anw, climb with the super strong pple today. and i mean the strongest i know..and i really love it..had hatta and gary to climb with, and they really push me to my limits. they keep giving me guys routes. was so fucking tired la..but i am gaining alot from them. if only they could train me. hai..

its 5am and i just finish making all the cookies. hai, still have to go sch later to clean the rockgym up. hopefully it'll be fun painting the place and all..

i've learn to just live by the moment and make decisions as i go along now. and realise i've been making alot of good decisions, hah..but seriously, 80% of the time im happy with my decisions, the oth 20% regretting what i chose. still, its not bad rite?

i am awesome. hee

cheers for now

posted at 10:37 AM